Irresponsable.

I just want to walk towards the lab in the morning. Going through the campus, through the field of trees i usually walk by everyday.
Or do i just want to be somewhere else ?
I just miss my life.
Slightly.
But no matter what, i'll have it back next monday.
It could be far worse, i could be in an hoispital, too tired to move from my bed, with no real hope to go back to my normal life, and with my grand-daughter going away, far away up north, in only 2 days time.
So i can't really complain, can i ?
I'm not actually complaining, i'm just burying myself under my guilty feelings.
En direct de Montreuil et pas du tout au labo, c'était kiara @ 17:22